Recently won CODE:EDGE 3 Asia Finals.!! Wooohhooo.!! Go Spice Boyz.!! heheheh...

okay. i dont feel like talking about dance.

So, i have been having quite alot of alone time recently. I even went to JB on my own on tuesday morning. 1stly to get something, 2ndly i couldn't sleep and lastly, i just needed to get away from everything.. Going JB alone really helps. It was a different scenery and you dont feel like it's the things you see everyday. It really got me distracted from my life. But yeah.. i had to come back tho and face reality.

It's sucky.

I hate whatever that going on. What's the meaning of this. Everything is going rocky. Im talking about personal life. Not dance related. Im getting more crazier each day. And people talking nonsense about who im with. Come on.. But i can't blame you for talking about me. hahah.. at least someone thinks of me at some times.. hahahah.!! Be it in a bad way. :P

And i really learnt something. If you hear something bad about a particular someone, don't just jump to conclusion and think that he/she is bad. It could be that he/she is just giving a bad attitude to someone but not to you. I learnt that after getting to know someone who alot of people hate. Well, i seriously find that person a good person. To me, if you didn't do anything bad towards me, then why should i even hate you.? Just because some other people tell me bad things about you.? Not gonna happen with me.! :DD



Anws, i will be having a platform for Heels. 24th March 2010 is it.! It falls on a wednesday. Fees will be at $18 per head. For any enquiries, you can find me at facebook and ask me there alrite.? :D

Hmm.. Heartbreaks after heartbreaks... Here i am again.. complaining about this stupid life im in.. Things haven't been so good these days.. But in terms of party-ing... I can say that i'm pretty much having wayyy tooo much fun... hahah. Oh well...

Today you asked me for help.. Like always.. But i just didn't wanted to help. Why? Simple.. You just needed me for emergencies.. Or when you're simply horny. It wasn't easy for me to just stare at the msg and not help.. And so... I didn't reply.. And every min, my mind will keep on telling to reply you but hey!! You broke my heart just 2 days ago.. How can i ever forget..

I know i don't want this sucky situation to occur.. I wish things to be normal between us.. And the only way.. is for me to be like how i was before...

I WANNA BE LIKE BEFORE..!! Why did i change.???!

I don't wanna keep on having nights of sighs.. I wanna wake up to a beautiful morning... Will that ever happen.?

The feeling suck.! The feeling really really suck..

I can't get over him. I've tried many many ways but still..... Couldn't stop thinking of him..

The most sucky part is when u really love that person and u have to see him/her happily with someone else.. GOSH.! It really suck.

There is nothing else i could do.. I just have to live with it.. Painful.? Prettty much how life's planned for me..

And to someone(dancer) who hates me, i know pretty much everything u said to people who you think might not spread it but he did.. And it has already reached me. So yeah.. Watch your mouth.. I'm coming for you.. :D

And one more thing, to those who doesn't know me well and wants to hate me just bcoz:
- You think i have an arrogant face or
- Just bcoz you hear bad things about me,
Go ahead. I really don't care. But let me tell you a little more about the so called DANCE society. Trust no one. Anyone can back stab anyone at any moment. Trust me..

Why you think i don't like to make so many friends in the dance scene. I don't wanna be those typical plastics where they go "ohhh hi... i miss you.. bla bla blaa" NONSENSE.!

I know who to trust and i'm pretty much happy with the clan i'm close with these days.. The trust-able clan. :D